In a place of emotional torment and conflict we tried to maintain as much normality as we could. Playing with the twins on a daily basis with loads of cuddles was medicinal. It really kept us going. As did simple dinners. Food that we both loved but wasn’t effort to make.

This kept us sane until we went to bed and had time to think about it all again. Which I dreaded but knew was a necessity. We couldn’t bury our heads in the sand with this one as much as we wanted to.
We finally had our MRI booked in. So would be going to London on Monday for the MRI and to meet the lady organising everything. We then had an ultrasound and consultation booked in for the following day again at UCLH.
A plan of action was massively helping us get through this.