Saved by Michael Bublé

We had the weekend to come to terms with the diagnosis and decide what we wanted to do. 

We only told my parents as they were looking after our twins whilst I was having the scan. But wanted to keep everything to ourselves until we had gotten our heads around it all. 

Despite how we were feeling, we decided some level of normality would be a good thing and had bought tickets to see Michael Bublé for Christmas presents to each other. We decided to go and try to enjoy a night of normal, not constant thinking about the diagnosis but enjoying ourselves. 

This was the best night we have had together in a very long time! Michael was incredible, made us sing our hearts out and laugh our heads off before crying along to some of his songs striking a cord. 

Michael was our saviour that weekend. 

He gave us the ability to let go, see how strong our relationship is and the love that we have for each other and our family. 

That weekend we talked about everything. We tried to only look at the research from the UCLH and not google scare ourselves. We wrote a list of 20+ questions we had for the consultant and armed ourselves for Monday’s appointment. 

We decided that we wanted to go and see the drs at UCLH regardless as we aren’t able to make a decision without being 100% informed and armed with all the research/knowledge. 

Bring on Monday!